Daddys Girl

Cuz u laugh at all my jokes
Even when they are not funny
Cuz u think I'm the most beautiful girl in the world
Cuz u will die if it ment giving me life

I loved u at first sight
I love u still
N will love u always

Your perfect penny I've always been
My ideal u wil always be
A daddys girl at heart

I wouldn't trade u for the world
Remembering my perfect moment after u got sick
Coming to my performace standing up
N yelling I love u penny

U are my world even tho at times I can't stand u
Cuz ur so emo but then I think on how u taught me to feel
N always said its not wrong to show ur heart
Just becarful to who
And kill all others in the way

I love u daddy
Please never forget that.
Ur my rock
I need u
We need u
Remm u have to walk me down the ailse...
Please promise u will be strong for me

Love always
ur perfect penny! :)

How can it be..

How can we be done
And ur abuse still affects me
How can we be done
And my love stays everlasting

How can we be over
Yet I can't let anyone in
How can it be
You've committed way too many sins

Make me understand
Why I won't give myself the best
Cuz I'm too worried
That ur just a symbol of the rest

How can u cause me hurt
Then tell me u love me
I put u above all
Even me and my family

How can the pain be so raw
I've done everything to let go
Memories of it all
Won't go away
So
Why will everyone pay
For the things you've done
When all they want
Is to make sure I enjoy life n have fun

One day it will all go away
And when that day comes
my heart will no longer stay
It will die just like the sun

U will feel all of which u brought me
Pain hurt and major deceit

How can we be over
Yet I won't allow another
To take ur place
Waiting for that day to come
Where they create there own space
And my love will run deep
And be pure

The love will come from a sacred place
Very healthy n I will b sure
Cuz another with treat me better
Then u did me

Moving on I can't wait to c
Something that takes time
Something I want
Something that's mine

Life so perfect
Yet thoughts of u curse it
N forever I will not pay
For it will come
N u will feel all that pain

Far away land...

i wish i could escape to far away land
where i can lay stretched out in the sand

where the water kisses the sky
and the scent of the air gives me a natural high

i want to escape to peace and purification
cuz where i stand now holds too much complication

beauty and simplicity
somethings so simple but so difficult to see

just wanting to be as 1 with my heart
instead i wake up wanting to tear it apart

drowning in pain
hidden with laughter and smiles
i just want to watch the water
and make sure that it goes for miles

i wish i could escape to a far away land
running in the sand with no destination
not a thought; not a single complication

watching the moon make love to the land
as i watch and see the bigger plan

such beauty no effort
walking around ive never seen anything better

loving the view hating that i'm not there
wishing for more then what i have here

one day i will escape to a far away land
but i wont escape i will plan
and i will live and i will land
at my final destination

my beauty
my simplicity

my own little far away land

Donde empiezo a buscar (with translation)

Donde empiezo a buscar a una mujer que sea más hermosa de lo que las palabras puedan expresar. Adentro y afuera. Donde busco a una mujer que sea agresiva y sumisa ala vez, atenta pero difícil de conquistar? A donde encuentro la otra pieza de mi corazón? No que lo quiero ahora, solo curiosidad. Curiosidad si estoy perdiendo mí tiempo con estos individuos – me llevaran a algún lugar? Mi corazón ha sido dañado y me he quedado sola para recoger los pedacitos. Pensando que tan fácil seria si supiese donde encontrarla. Creo que nunca sabre.

Gracias por escuchar.

-Jerzi


Translation:


Where do i begin to look for a woman who is more beautiful then words can ever explain, inside and out. Where do i look for the woman whos agressive yet submissive, attentive yet hard to get? where do i find the other piece to my heart? not that i want it now, just curious. Curious if wasting my time with these lames will get me any where. my heart has been damaged and i am left alone to clean up the pieces. yet thinking how much easier it would be if i had an idea where to find her. guess i will never know.


Thanks for listening...


-Jerzi

can it be you?

so is it true you might just be
The one I'm trying to find but can’t see
the one Ive been waiting for?
The one that’s ganna make my heart soar?

No never it cant be you
Your just a girl
Who’s feelings can never be true

You could never love me
I'm not what you need
I'm not for you

And plus its way to soon
Fun we will have
And I must admit I’m a little bad
But I have a good heart too
And right now its not blue
Its white and pure

But it can never be yours
For your games are too much to bear
But I love the vibe you put in the air
When we connect as one
And I feel I can live in ur arms
Forever at a time
But you make it clear you will never be mine

behind your eyes

Staring into your eyes
has me wondering what your story is
wondering what's hidden behind
those beautiful browns
is it the wall that one puts up to
protect their heart?

Staring into your eyes
while you laugh
i sigh
its such a beautiful sight
but I want to see more
then what meets the eye

its beyond physical
the connection is more mental

ready to lay with your brain
and make love to your soul
I want to read behind your eyes
caress your thoughts and kiss your pain
secure your mind and touch your waves…

your energy is that of a unique woman
wanting to see what more there is to you
seeming great like a non existent dream
that one loves to have
so you rush to sleep
just to see what happens next.

Staring into your eyes
looking thru your soul
like a card catalog in a library full of thoughts
it's intriguing and seems amazing
I want to read for ever
but rather stare with the end time of never.

Laughter fills the air
as I stare at you twirling my hair,
you look up and reply:
what tell me what you're thinking
and I can't because honey it's not that easy.

Willing to learn
able to play,
living not for tomorrow
but for today.

Enjoying time spent
but still want to say
your eyes have me wondering
what store is in it.

Daydream

Sitting around
Mind wondering
Thinking of her
And what she can do to me

Will her smell excite me?
Is her taste rejuvinating?

The vision of her has become paralyzing
Imagination running wild
Closing my eyes wishing to hear the sound

Of her footsteps coming down my stairs
My indsides getting ready to prepair

Submissive reaction
Aggressive intentions

Thoughts of the passion
Wanting her suggestions

But not needing her input
Can't wait to place her body put
On the dresser
As I enter
Her temple of love
Her sight havin no choice
But to look at wats above

Moaning aimlessly
As my fingers enter her fruit painlessly
Wanting her climax mainly
But her smile is what I care to see
Wanting to be inside of her
And her inside of me

Opposite position
Placing my head within her
thighs
How her scent make me high
And her taste sent me over the top
wanting not
To climax before her
I hold on tight
Reaching her spot
She twist her body just to b on top
Riding my face
Is what was nxt
She looked at me and said....


FUCK
Who woke me up
I was in my daze
With thought of a woman
That i seen today
Guess its time to return to reality
Where she reaches without me
Or maybe she doesn't
If I see her again I may hug her
But that's for all now
Time to continue living
Still thought of her will
keep my insides singing...