How can it be..

How can we be done
And ur abuse still affects me
How can we be done
And my love stays everlasting

How can we be over
Yet I can't let anyone in
How can it be
You've committed way too many sins

Make me understand
Why I won't give myself the best
Cuz I'm too worried
That ur just a symbol of the rest

How can u cause me hurt
Then tell me u love me
I put u above all
Even me and my family

How can the pain be so raw
I've done everything to let go
Memories of it all
Won't go away
So
Why will everyone pay
For the things you've done
When all they want
Is to make sure I enjoy life n have fun

One day it will all go away
And when that day comes
my heart will no longer stay
It will die just like the sun

U will feel all of which u brought me
Pain hurt and major deceit

How can we be over
Yet I won't allow another
To take ur place
Waiting for that day to come
Where they create there own space
And my love will run deep
And be pure

The love will come from a sacred place
Very healthy n I will b sure
Cuz another with treat me better
Then u did me

Moving on I can't wait to c
Something that takes time
Something I want
Something that's mine

Life so perfect
Yet thoughts of u curse it
N forever I will not pay
For it will come
N u will feel all that pain