Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Daddys Girl

Cuz u laugh at all my jokes
Even when they are not funny
Cuz u think I'm the most beautiful girl in the world
Cuz u will die if it ment giving me life

I loved u at first sight
I love u still
N will love u always

Your perfect penny I've always been
My ideal u wil always be
A daddys girl at heart

I wouldn't trade u for the world
Remembering my perfect moment after u got sick
Coming to my performace standing up
N yelling I love u penny

U are my world even tho at times I can't stand u
Cuz ur so emo but then I think on how u taught me to feel
N always said its not wrong to show ur heart
Just becarful to who
And kill all others in the way

I love u daddy
Please never forget that.
Ur my rock
I need u
We need u
Remm u have to walk me down the ailse...
Please promise u will be strong for me

Love always
ur perfect penny! :)

Friday, December 12, 2008

How can it be..

How can we be done
And ur abuse still affects me
How can we be done
And my love stays everlasting

How can we be over
Yet I can't let anyone in
How can it be
You've committed way too many sins

Make me understand
Why I won't give myself the best
Cuz I'm too worried
That ur just a symbol of the rest

How can u cause me hurt
Then tell me u love me
I put u above all
Even me and my family

How can the pain be so raw
I've done everything to let go
Memories of it all
Won't go away
So
Why will everyone pay
For the things you've done
When all they want
Is to make sure I enjoy life n have fun

One day it will all go away
And when that day comes
my heart will no longer stay
It will die just like the sun

U will feel all of which u brought me
Pain hurt and major deceit

How can we be over
Yet I won't allow another
To take ur place
Waiting for that day to come
Where they create there own space
And my love will run deep
And be pure

The love will come from a sacred place
Very healthy n I will b sure
Cuz another with treat me better
Then u did me

Moving on I can't wait to c
Something that takes time
Something I want
Something that's mine

Life so perfect
Yet thoughts of u curse it
N forever I will not pay
For it will come
N u will feel all that pain

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Far away land...

i wish i could escape to far away land
where i can lay stretched out in the sand

where the water kisses the sky
and the scent of the air gives me a natural high

i want to escape to peace and purification
cuz where i stand now holds too much complication

beauty and simplicity
somethings so simple but so difficult to see

just wanting to be as 1 with my heart
instead i wake up wanting to tear it apart

drowning in pain
hidden with laughter and smiles
i just want to watch the water
and make sure that it goes for miles

i wish i could escape to a far away land
running in the sand with no destination
not a thought; not a single complication

watching the moon make love to the land
as i watch and see the bigger plan

such beauty no effort
walking around ive never seen anything better

loving the view hating that i'm not there
wishing for more then what i have here

one day i will escape to a far away land
but i wont escape i will plan
and i will live and i will land
at my final destination

my beauty
my simplicity

my own little far away land

Donde empiezo a buscar (with translation)

Donde empiezo a buscar a una mujer que sea más hermosa de lo que las palabras puedan expresar. Adentro y afuera. Donde busco a una mujer que sea agresiva y sumisa ala vez, atenta pero difícil de conquistar? A donde encuentro la otra pieza de mi corazón? No que lo quiero ahora, solo curiosidad. Curiosidad si estoy perdiendo mí tiempo con estos individuos – me llevaran a algún lugar? Mi corazón ha sido dañado y me he quedado sola para recoger los pedacitos. Pensando que tan fácil seria si supiese donde encontrarla. Creo que nunca sabre.

Gracias por escuchar.

-Jerzi


Translation:


Where do i begin to look for a woman who is more beautiful then words can ever explain, inside and out. Where do i look for the woman whos agressive yet submissive, attentive yet hard to get? where do i find the other piece to my heart? not that i want it now, just curious. Curious if wasting my time with these lames will get me any where. my heart has been damaged and i am left alone to clean up the pieces. yet thinking how much easier it would be if i had an idea where to find her. guess i will never know.


Thanks for listening...


-Jerzi

can it be you?

so is it true you might just be
The one I'm trying to find but can’t see
the one Ive been waiting for?
The one that’s ganna make my heart soar?

No never it cant be you
Your just a girl
Who’s feelings can never be true

You could never love me
I'm not what you need
I'm not for you

And plus its way to soon
Fun we will have
And I must admit I’m a little bad
But I have a good heart too
And right now its not blue
Its white and pure

But it can never be yours
For your games are too much to bear
But I love the vibe you put in the air
When we connect as one
And I feel I can live in ur arms
Forever at a time
But you make it clear you will never be mine

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

behind your eyes

Staring into your eyes
has me wondering what your story is
wondering what's hidden behind
those beautiful browns
is it the wall that one puts up to
protect their heart?

Staring into your eyes
while you laugh
i sigh
its such a beautiful sight
but I want to see more
then what meets the eye

its beyond physical
the connection is more mental

ready to lay with your brain
and make love to your soul
I want to read behind your eyes
caress your thoughts and kiss your pain
secure your mind and touch your waves…

your energy is that of a unique woman
wanting to see what more there is to you
seeming great like a non existent dream
that one loves to have
so you rush to sleep
just to see what happens next.

Staring into your eyes
looking thru your soul
like a card catalog in a library full of thoughts
it's intriguing and seems amazing
I want to read for ever
but rather stare with the end time of never.

Laughter fills the air
as I stare at you twirling my hair,
you look up and reply:
what tell me what you're thinking
and I can't because honey it's not that easy.

Willing to learn
able to play,
living not for tomorrow
but for today.

Enjoying time spent
but still want to say
your eyes have me wondering
what store is in it.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Daydream

Sitting around
Mind wondering
Thinking of her
And what she can do to me

Will her smell excite me?
Is her taste rejuvinating?

The vision of her has become paralyzing
Imagination running wild
Closing my eyes wishing to hear the sound

Of her footsteps coming down my stairs
My indsides getting ready to prepair

Submissive reaction
Aggressive intentions

Thoughts of the passion
Wanting her suggestions

But not needing her input
Can't wait to place her body put
On the dresser
As I enter
Her temple of love
Her sight havin no choice
But to look at wats above

Moaning aimlessly
As my fingers enter her fruit painlessly
Wanting her climax mainly
But her smile is what I care to see
Wanting to be inside of her
And her inside of me

Opposite position
Placing my head within her
thighs
How her scent make me high
And her taste sent me over the top
wanting not
To climax before her
I hold on tight
Reaching her spot
She twist her body just to b on top
Riding my face
Is what was nxt
She looked at me and said....


FUCK
Who woke me up
I was in my daze
With thought of a woman
That i seen today
Guess its time to return to reality
Where she reaches without me
Or maybe she doesn't
If I see her again I may hug her
But that's for all now
Time to continue living
Still thought of her will
keep my insides singing...

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

your still alive to me

Sadness begins to fill my soul
In thought of being alone
Today we celebrate your day
"Vamos pa party" as you'd say
Feeling the empty void no one can fill
In disbelief still
No one can compare or keep up to you
As I sit here n stare
Hoping you'd appear soon
Realizing your gone for good
But alive in meI choke not wanting to breathe
Crying cuz my heart misses u much
I just stare
Hoping you will soon be there.....

I miss u MAMA

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Can you deliver

Wow
Thoughts of u and our convo
make my body jump
in the best way.
Clit throbbin.
Juices Flowing.
Heart Beating.
Palms Sweatin.

How can u do this?
We haven't even kissed,
yet u have me yearning for u.
How is this possible?
I haven't felt ur touch,
yet I want it all over me.
Why is this happening?
This feeling,
This yearning,
This sensation,
This want,
This need,
For u to b inside of me
For u to hold me
For u to need me
My juices
My body
My moans
Me in the rarest form?

Sex
Such a complex yet simple action
Yet I want moreIntamicy
A complex action full emotion
And satisfaction

Can u deliver?
The one thing
that will make my thoughts complete?
Can u deliver
The one thing
That will make my
Needs become now
Year become moans
And sex become intamcy?

Can u deliver?
Can u deliver me?

Candles lit

The Candles lit,
We're layin on silk sheets
There's 2 bodys within them,
Cuz we're attempting to meet

Soft music playing,
We're kissing passionatly,
Full of emotion
N intimacy

We decied its time
Sitting up
Meeting each others eye
My kisses on her neck
Her hands on my thigh
Wow, this is better then being high

My straps falls
Her belt unbuckles
She grips my back
I moan with a slight chuckle
Shirts comes off
Pants drop
How amazing her body is
Can I please b on top?

I wanna view all you has to give
Show u all I kno
I want my body to finally live
And make sure u leave with a glow

We're grinding slowly
Our panties r soaked
Omg I want u to own me
And this is not a joke

Finally we're naked
What a beautiful sight
I want ur body now
I'm not waiting for tonight

We kiss some more
Moan a bit louder
Next thing u kno
we're fucking in the shower

Two naked women
Under water
Yet we have all the liquid we need
Coming from dwn under

She pushes me against the wall
And works her way down
My legs jumps up
And she tells me to not make a sound

My face turning red
I can't hold it any more
I burst out screaming
Oo baby I want more!

Sliding her hand inside of me
She works her way back up
She looks in my eyes to see
Wats ganna make my pussy jump

She lets the time pass
As I calapse on her shoulder
Tryin to catch my breath
I need to hold her



.... to be continued

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Lesbian love

Inspired by Cathouse:

Jasmine:
I called Ana and told her it was extremely important that she meet me at the Marriot Hotel on Amber Rd, Room 405. She was puzzled as to why but was up for it.
Instructions were on the door when she arrived: "Sit down on the chair in the middle of the room, don't change the settings, trust me you won't be sorry. Kisses – Jasmine" She laughed but was game.

An hour later:
I walked into the dark spacious candle lit room quietly, trying to make sure she didn't hear me.
Jasmine fell asleep in the room waiting for me, but woke up to the sound of my foot steps, "baby is that you?" she said. I walked over to her placing my hand on her face because I couldn't wait to feel her lips on mine. The kiss was so passionate that jasmine whispered in my ear and said "danm baby you made my pussy so wet! What's going on here?" I giggled and whispered back, "shhh my love, it will all be worth it in the end!"

She tried to grab me but didn't realize I had tied her hands behind the chair with pantyhose. She started laughing and said "oh it's going to be one of those nights I see?" I replied with "No no bad girl, no touching… at least not yet!"

She loves the way black looks on my body so I had to make sure I was all decked out in what my baby likes best! I had on 4" ankle strap shoes, thigh highs, and a lacey garter belt with a matching bra and thong all in her favorite color.

With music playing softly in the background I begin to move my hips on her lap, grinding and bending over so my ass was in the air, pouncing back down and sliding back up. She started going wild!

I turned around so I would be facing her. I begin to nibble on her neck; she let out a slight moan which drove me insane. I ripped her shirt open and began to tease her by sucking and licking her chest area. I unhooked her bra, gripped her back and started to suck on her nipples, which I know she loves, and with my free hand I began rubbing the other breast. She started to move and moan louder from the pleasure.

I sat on her lap and placed my head on her neck, so my body would be facing up, and starting moving my hips, or so she thought. Noticing that my hands were no longer on her, and now on me, she started to move her hips and grinding on my butt; with one of my hands on my breast and the other rubbing my clit. I start to moan louder as I begin to reach my climax. My orgasm caused me to drip on her thigh and the liquid seeped thru her pants. Which drove her insane. "I can't take this shit any more!" she pulls her hand out of the pantyhose, grabs me up in the air, I wrap my legs around her back and we start to make out. With all my fluids dripping from my panties and rubbing on her stomach she knew I was ready for her. While pulling on my hair gently she walks over to the bed, lays me down and starts to lick all over my body. Moaning with pleasure and excitement I start to scratch on her back and bit my bottom lip.

She slid my thong over and begins to devour my pussy like it was the last meal she would ever have! Not allowing any of my womanly fluids to escape she sucked me all up.

"Aye aye aye Ana... Baby lick my pussy just like that! I love you I love you!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!" With one hand on her head directing her and the other gripping the sheets, my back arched and began to tremble… Next thing I knew I was cumming all over her face and she loved every second of it.

You would think she would stop and start on something new, NOPE! She continued to devour my insides till I came 5 more times.

As I tried to catch my breath she pulled out her strap, placing a condom on it, opens my legs wider then I knew they could go and entered my temple of warmth. I gripped her back from the pain of my walls stretching but it was so pleasurable I couldn't imagine her stopping. She began to thrust back and forth until we both came and fell on each other.

"I love you Ana," "I love you Jas, you know you're the love of my life right? I'm nothing without you!" "I know baby girl, that's why we are getting married tomorrow."

I guess the thought of us walking down the isle preparing to say our vows and spending the rest of our lives together aroused her, because she flipped me over on all fours, separated my ass cheeks and entered my tunnel of love once more. However this time she was way more aggressive which made me cum instantly. Pounding on my ass, I came over and over again. She took it to the next level and placed her thumb in my ass. I flinched because she caught me off guard but I didn't complain. The more she pumped the juicier both my holes became.

Next thing I knew I was squirting out of my pussy from reaching my full orgasm and not even 2 seconds later Ana reached hers.

We both fell onto the bed, breathing so heavy it was hard to speak. She played with my hair and kissed my face. Reminding me how much I love her and she loves me. She got up, took off and threw the strap on the floor. She picked me up and placed me properly on the bed but not before she laid me on her chest. We both fell out instantly.


The hotel room: $500
The Lingerie: $200
Falling asleep in sweet ecstasy with the woman of my dreams: Priceless